I don't think i have ever been this depressed in my life. i seriously considered asking my mom if i could go on medication, but then i know she would ask to see my arms and i can't let her do that right now. not everything is healed.....
**edit** and i've actually looked up how to effectively commit suicide by means of cutting
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Please dont try to commit suicide or do anything stupid. Im serious, its a horrible idea, i've been down that road almost as many times as I have birthdays. If you can, tell your mum. It will be shit at first but she might get you too see a psychologist or psychiatrist and if the first one you see doesnt work go find another one and dont give up on it.
If you need to talk then send me a comment.
Stay strong and remember it will eventually pass.
*Hugs*
xx
Thank you for looking out for me, but i never told anyone. i hated therapy so much and my mother would never ever let something like that pass. I was thinking about asking for depression medication though, but i'm going to wait until all my cuts heal cuz i know that asking for meds would make her suspicious.
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