Fourtynine.

I don't remember if i previously mentioned the fact that i was having a movie night on friday night and i knew it was going to be bad. I haven't gone through my previous posts and looked. But anyhow, it was disgusting. We didn't go to sleep. I was awake for 42 hours.

Woke up 530 on friday for school.

-a lollipop at school

-jamba juice after school

-veggie chips at dance

-noodles for dinner

-ice cream, a loaf of sourdough bread, and homemade brownies during movie night

-starbucks in the morning to be able to stay awake.

-no lunch

-2 pieces of pizza and frozen yogurt for dinner/dessert.

Then finally went to sleep at about 1130 on saturday night

Then today

-skipped breakfast

-a piece of pizza, grapes, 90 calorie special k bar, and frozen yogurt for lunch

I think that's the most disgusting list of food i've ever had to write. I'm almost too embarrassed to post this. In order to make up for this I would have skipped breakfast and lunch, but i have trapeze on sundays and i'm in the car with my mom for 2 hours which is when we eat breakfast and lunch so i'm constantly being watched.

I look 5 pounds heavier.

I feel 15 pounds heavier.

Not joking.

The worst part is that i was stuck back at the 101 plateau and i finally got to 100 on friday morning. Only to stuff my face and gain it all back plus some. I feel like i weigh about 103 right now. And i'm really good at guessing my weight. 103 is pretty bad. Not absolutely terrible, but it's pretty bad.

I'm disgusting.