Fiftyfour.

Wow. My mom just bribed me to not cut anymore. But i have to say, It worked.

Her conditions:

If i don't cut-

1. no more therapy

2. she's going to body check me instead

If i do-

1. go to a treatment facility

2. skip dance 3 days a week

Honestly i just really don't want to go to a treatment facility cuz i know i don't belong there and i can't afford to miss dance 3 days a week. Like not even because i want to be there, but because there are certain classes that i have to go to.

Whatever. 115 calories so far today. Plus the lentils and vegetables i have to eat for dinner. Which means another 115. So if i do that then ill have 230 by the end of the day but i'm going to say that i will most likely have at least 295. We'll see how well i can stick to that cuz i'm not promising anything.

and if i do fuck up, dance will burn off 270 of those calories. But let's hope that i don't fuck up and that neither do you =]

Stay Strong<3