Fiftynine.

Like i predicted, i didn't still weigh 98 this morning. Up to 99. boo... And since i only burned 150 more than i ate today i doubt i'll be any lighter than 100 tomorrow. boo again. I'm on the road to being fat once more. And weight gain weekend (not this weekend in particular but every weekend) is here tomorrow. Fuckin fantastic. I'll have to start all over on monday. Like always.

Why can't people just accept that i'm just trying to lose weight?

Why must i be force fed every weekend?

Why can't they just let me starve?

I'll fuckin eat when i want to.

leave me alone.

Or how about everyone is just stick thin naturally. That way i don't have to look at fat people and i can eat whatever i want and still be skinny. It would be amazing to eat chocolate and candy and cheese and burritos and pizza and bread all the time and still be 90 pounds every morning.

Too bad i ate 600 calories today and i'm not going to be anything close to 90 pounds tomorrow morning.