1. i'm consuming food like its oxygen
2. bloated cuz i'm supposed to be on my period
3. wrist still hurts
4. still have no self control
5. i feel like i'm gaining
(but i'm too embarrassed to weigh myself)
6. I've been eating really bad foods
The only thing keeping me going is that fact that i still fit in my childrens size 16 slim jeans.
And that its been cold enough to wear long sleeves so no ones seen my cuts.
I really need to pull it together. Not only because i'm a fat cow right now, but because i'm going shopping on saturday and i need to fit into small clothes. fuck me now. I gotta get my shit together. I'm blowing up.
1 comment:
it's okay dearie, you can stay strong. but be careful about the cutting. you'll end up in treatment really really fast if you keep that up for sure!
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