Sixtythree.

So as for going out to breakfast, i had a cheese omelette and fresh fruit which was good. We also didnt eat lunch together. Big plus. I thought so at least until today when i saw that i still looked disgusting. Good throughout the day and then i got home. EPIC FAIL. Huge thing of beans with cheese. plus a 60 calorie pudding, a handful of pretzels, 2 graham crackers, a homemade chai tea, and a package of blueberries. I can't believe i let myself do this. I wasn't even hungry. I just ate because i could. ugh. It's so frustrating. i do well during the day then i come home and i pig out. It happens everyday and it needs to stop. Because right now with my huge weight plus being bloated, i look like a huge bean bag chair.