Sixtysix.

99 this morning but i didn't enjoy it. I've been tired and depressed all day. I've had no energy and i've been sleepy. I also don't look 99 pounds which is most of the reason why i didnt enjoy it. I honestly look like i weigh 105. at least. not 99. I have no idea how it hapened either. I haven't been eating that well to be honest. Only yesterday i ate decently but not anything to be proud of.

I can't really be proud of any eating day anymore. I count calories in my head for most of what i eat, but its not anywhere near when i ate a max of 400 or 600 a day. I've had about 500 already and i still need to have dinner. It's not that i eat that much its just that i have to eat every meal or else i get force fed so even though i pick pretty healthy things, i still have to eat the whole meal. Sucks.

Cuts are healing and apparently i'm losing weight so right on.

-SW