OneTwentyOne.

Two more weeks until dance starts again and six more weeks until school.

I CANNOT FUCKING WAIT.

Honestly, so many things have happened since my last legitimate post that i might have to write a long one later that you can choose to read or not. But just to cut things short, i'm getting back on track. I haven't felt so light headed that i can't stand up or eat in waaaay too long, but i felt it this morning.

It's hard to lose weight right now though because i'm not dancing. It starts the monday after next and i'm taking 10-12 hours a week so that will help immensely. Even though i know for sure i wont be doing twelve until at least the middle of August.

It's also hard because when i'm at home (because i have no dance) my mom consistently walks by and asks what i've eaten and then checks later to make sure i've had more food and more protein. So to avoid this, the clear solution would be to go hang out with people. However, my boyfriend (long story) knows and consistently tells me i need to eat (but i finally got out of it the other day !!!) and i hang out with him more than anyone else.

Oh well. I will get through it. Just checking in for now. I didn't want to post until i had lost more than i currently have, but it's been so long and i'm finally headed in the right direction again.

Slowly counting down the days until dance and school when i can have a little help from my busy schedule to loose this fuckin weight. Probably won't post again until then. hasta luego !
-SW